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✍️ Original author: 47
⬆️ score: 18
v/Art · by u/47
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Still dealing with my alcohol tendencies. Feel like ive turned a bit of a corner lately also part of the reason I left for a while.
Doing this stuff, the coloring and word searches while listening to true crime stuff requires a lot of my focus it also gives me time if the “ritual” they call it neurologically speaking that leads to a relapse. Where i can think through what’s inevitably going to happen.
I also get no joy out of doing this when I drink and I frankly prefer doing this then going on a rampage with vodka and those shitty spiked punch drinks.
In essence while I’ve been gone, I’ve made changes in my life and routines to help me find peace. Ill always likely have it in me to wanna crack a bottle, I just have to remember and apply the things ive learned.
Thanks for reading my shit bruvs and bruvettes. Outside of yall and a very small handful of people yall are some of the only people I talk to.
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